Deep Question #1

So.... I found this post on tumblr that has 23 deep ass questions as the title. I figured I will answer all of them. It might not be a daily thing, but I will answer all of them.... Eventually.....

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?

This question is really hard for me to answer. I rarely tell people how I feel, especially face to face. I can't really remember a time where I really had to explain my feelings face to face with friends. I'm the type of person to avoid confrontation or talking about my feelings or whatever.

I suppose it's more difficult for me to look at someone's eyes when I am telling someone how I feel. When dealing with emotions, I am not good with words. When asked to explain my feelings or give details, my brain shuts down and I stare off into space or down on the ground. I feel that if I look at the person, I will break down and basically flounder around. Maybe that's why I can't talk to the guys that I have liked, that I can't look them in the eye ever. I don't make eye contact with them....

I guess what I am saying is that I am very bad with eye contact. It makes me nervous and I would be uncomfortable with both looking into someones eyes when I are telling someone how I feel and looking into someones eyes when they are telling me how they feel. It's just hard, especially for a socially awkward person like me.