This is the prologue to my book! :) I'm so proud that i'm continuing this book, unlike my other ones... The other ones only made it to like 3 pages at the most, with probably three chapters. This one is at 16 pages!!!!!! <---- AMAZING! and 6 chapters :) I don't know, the idea sort of came to me when i was sitting at the library last year. I was thinking of SOS (Some One Special in case you didn't know) and then i just thought of the prologue. This is NO WAY related to my life.I only have one guy in my life :) I also came up with the title when i was writing one of my poems. I named it forever night and i thought that was the perfect title for my book!!! well... i think i prolonged this enough so here it is!
Prologue
My heart beats rapidly as night started to take over. I turned around and there he was. I had no idea what to say. My mind was a complete blank. I can’t believe that it chose this moment to malfunction. James looked much more handsome than I last saw him. His hair had lightened due to the sun. He was beginning to tan and it looked good. It looked really really good.
I can’t believe that I am about to do this. My dream was coming true, but am I beginning to have doubts? I’ll have to leave everyone I love. Can I truly leave my long time boyfriend, Michael, for James? I have to admit that I felt a connection with James, but I have been with Michael for almost all of middle school and part of high school.
“Are you ready?” James asked in a very deep voice. It was deeper than usual. Was he sensing that I had doubts? This was no time to think about this now. I love James. I am ready to do this.
“Yes, I am ready,” I replied trying to hide my doubts. I stepped closer to him and stared into his eyes. I hope that he can tell that I’m ready. I am.
“Are you sure you want to do this? You will be giving up everyone you love. You will be giving up your friends, family, and even Michael,” James said. Did I detect a hint of jealousy when he said Michael’s name. I’m pretty sure that it was. That thought made me smile. I caught myself before it showed.
“Yes, I am ready. I love you James. Michael is the past and this is the present. You are my true love and I want to be with you forever,” as soon as I said that, I realized that it was true. I really do love James and I’m ready to give up my life for him. James walked closer. He pulled me into an embrace.
I was ready for this. There was no more time for doubts. James moved my brown hair aside so that he could have easier access to my neck. As James came closer I was struck with a sense of fear. I tried to push down my natural instincts. I need to distract myself so that James can finish. I wanted to join him. I needed to join him. It was my destiny.
I tried to distract myself. I tried to remember when we first meet, how this all started on that one day. The first day.
It looks so short on this post, but i promise! it's 1 whole page on microsoft word! (not double spaced and 12 point Times new roman font!)
Here is the poem that inspired the lovely title!!!!! Title of the poem is also Forever Nigh
There is nothing
Pure emptiness
Pure silent
No movement
Just darkness
Darkness everywhere
A trap
Once the sun shined here
When you were with me
But you’re gone...
And you took away the sun
And left me in darkness
In a state of
FOREVER NIGHT
Don't hate me... LOVE me!! :)
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