I need a distraction

I need a distraction, so I am going to mindlessly answer a list of questions I found on tumblr. Maybe I will find this post some day in the future and see how much my answers changed.

1:Name: Felicia
2:Age: 19
3:3 Fears: ending up alone, having my heart broken, death
4:3 things I love: reading, music, nice weather
5:4 turn ons: Smelling nice is number one, passion, height (the taller the better), and butt touches lol
6:4 turn offs: I don't really have anything that is an instant turn off.... soo.....
7:My best friend: I like to think of G-Dawg as my best friend
8:Sexual orientation: Stright
9:My best first date: I've only had one first date..... so.......
10:How tall am I: almost 5 ft 7
11:What/Who do I miss: I miss the D.... lol. jk but not really (his name starts with a D)
12:What time was I born: I have NO idea
13:Favourite color: Blue. all shades of blue
14:Do I have a crush: Of course. The D.
15:Favourite quote: "One must always be careful of books and what is inside them, for words have the power to change us.” -Tessa Gray
16:Favourite place: My bed.
17:Favourite food: I can't decide this omg
18:Do I use sarcasm: Obvi
19:What am I listening to right now: sad music that reflect how I am feeling about the D
20:First thing I notice in a new person: Height
21:Shoe size: 7.5
22:Eye color: black... no, just dark brown
23:Hair color: Black like my soul.... no, just really really really dark brown
24:Favourite style of clothing: I like girly cute things?
25:Ever done a prank call? I never prank called someone but I have been on the receiving end of a prank call
27:Meaning behind my URL: I made this blog when I was a younger teen and I am not a social person so therefore there is the non-socialite part
28:Favourite movie: I can't really chose..... I like comedies.
29:Favourite song: Too many to chose. omg. Right now I really like Compass and East of Eden by Zella Day
30:Favourite band: Big Bang?
31:How I feel right now: Sad and very pissy. I've been in a bad mood all freaking day
32:Someone I love: my grandma
33:My current relationship status: Single and not ready to mingle because of the D.
34:My relationship with my parents: is almost non-exsistant.
35:Favourite holiday: I really like Chinese New Years
36:Tattoos and piercings i have: Ears are pierced. That's it
37:Tattoos and piercings i want: There are 4 tattoo designs I want. A pokeball on my wrist, the rune for angelic power, an arrow made from the letters EXO, and a little kitty cat shadow.
38:The reason I joined Tumblr: To look at attractive Korean men.
39:Do I and my last ex hate each other?: Ha. Yes. I used to love him but now it's a lot of hurt and hate.
40:Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? Sometimes I get goodnight texts but not from a lover or something
41:Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?: Last person I texted was my friend emily and I have kissed her on the cheek.
42:When did I last hold hands? after sex.
43:How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? not long, like 15-20 minutes if I don't shower
44:Have you shaved your legs in the past three days? no
45:Where am I right now? in my apartment room
46:If I were drunk and can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? I would like to think the D would take care of me but fuck him, if there are other girls there he would probably be trying to get in their pants so not him. Probably Emily, Chris, or G-Dawg.
47:Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? loud when I am alone but reasonable when I am with people
48:Do I live with my Mom and Dad? not currently
49:Am I excited for anything? not really. If I get to go to a wedding in seattle then yes.
50:Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? Kind of? Obviously not if I am posting on this blog.
51:How often do I wear a fake smile? all the freaking time.
52:When was the last time I hugged someone? Yesterday, it was emily because she's the best hugger.
53:What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? If it was the last person I kissed on the lips... I would be so hurt and I would probably cry and then bitch him out later because pain
54:Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? The D. *sigh* why do I even bother.
55:What is something I disliked about today? Everything. I hated today. Today sucked.
56:If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Big Bang! OMG.
57:What do I think about most? my relationship with people
58:What’s my strangest talent? I have no idea....?
59:Do I have any strange phobias? I don't think so.
60:Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? I would prefer to be behind the camera.
61:What was the last lie I told? I don't remember what I did today. That was a lie. I remember, I just didn't feel like telling people I sulked and cried for most of the day.
62:Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? I don't like either but I would rather video chat.
63:Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? I think i believe in ghosts to an extent. also aliens to an extent.
64:Do I believe in magic? heck yes.
65:Do I believe in luck? yeah
66:What's the weather like right now? it's wet outside. Not snowing... kind of misting.
67:What was the last book I've read? I am currently reading CoHF
68:Do I like the smell of gasoline? ha, no. I hate it.
69:Do I have any nicknames? My friend used to call me Doy
70:What was the worst injury I've ever had? ummm.... a broken heart? That pain is a bitch and probably hurt for a longer time than any physical injury I have had.
71:Do I spend money or save it? I spend it... apparently on useless things according to my sister.
72:Can I touch my nose with a tounge? Nope, I just tried.
73:Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me? Yes, a lot of things actually
74:Favourite animal? Felines.
75:What was I doing last night at 12 AM? either watching people drink or driving people to get food.
76:What do I think is Satan’s last name is? I have no idea.
77:What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? I like shut up and dance. It makes me dance
78:How can you win my heart? Be nice to me really. Don't lie. Don't make broken promises, and be a nice person who wants to have a conversation with me. It's pretty easy.
79:What would I want to be written on my tombstone? I don't know.
80:What is my favorite word? I use the word dude a lot, but only when I am talking to family and occasionally friends.
81:My top 5 blogs on tumblr: ummm the blogs I reblog the most from is roxyderp, ohwittlephamnator, tyleroakley, wuyifanxing, and missmorgenstern
82:If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? fuck stupid guys
83:Do I have any relatives in jail? Not that I know of
84:I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? Flight. always flight.
85:What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? Why are you letting him treat you this way?
86:What is my current desktop picture? japanese cherry blossoms but it'll change in 30 minutes.
87:Had sex? yes
88:Bought condoms? yes
89:Gotten pregnant? noooooo
90:Failed a class? I haven't gotten an F in a class yet. 91:Kissed a boy?duh
92:Kissed a girl? on the cheek
93:Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? yes I have. my ex.
94:Had job? yes, I have one right now too.
95:Left the house without my wallet? yes. It was stupid but yes.
96:Bullied someone on the internet? no
97:Had sex in public? yes
98:Played on a sports team? nope
99:Smoked weed? I haven't smoked weed but I ate an edible and worst experience of my life
100:Did drugs? no
101:Smoked cigarettes? on accident when I was little. Didn't know it was still lit
102:Drank alcohol? yes. I am a college student.
103:Am I a vegetarian/vegan? no
104:Been overweight? I don't think so
105:Been underweight? probably when I was younger
106:Been to a wedding? yes
107:Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? of course
108:Watched TV for 5 hours straight? Duh
109:Been outside my home country? nope, never even been on a plane
110:Gotten my heart broken? Yes. and possibly again soon. Who knows.
111:Been to a professional sports game? yes actually
112:Broken a bone? nope
113:Cut myself? not on purpose
114:Been to prom? yes, both junior and senior year
115:Been in airplane? nope
116:Fly by helicopter? nope
117:What concerts have I been to? I went to a bruno mars concert once and a Timeflies concert.
118:Had a crush on someone of the same sex? no
119:Learned another language? tried, yes
120:Wore make up? I am a girl. Yes.
121:Lost my virginity before I was 18? yes.
122:Had oral sex? yes.
123:Dyed my hair? yes.
124:Voted in a presidential election? not yet.
125:Rode in an ambulance? nope
126:Had a surgery? on my teeth
127:Met someone famous? if you count youtube famous then yes.
128:Stalked someone on a social network? of course
129:Peed outside? during a road trip
130:Been fishing? nope
131:Helped with charity? yes
132:Been rejected by a crush? umm..... if you count now (but it's not an outright rejection)
133:Broken a mirror? no, i don't think so
134:What do I want for birthday? ummm..... I don't really know.
135:How many kids do I want and what will be their names? I haven't thought about this. I'm only 19.
136:Was I named after anyone? I highly doubt it.
137:Do I like my handwriting? Nope, it's crap
138:What was my favourite toy as a child? I don't really remember playing with any particular toy for a long time
139:Favourite Tv Show? I love Friends and also blue mountain state (for it's crude humor lol)
140:Where do I want to live when older? Somewhere nice
141:Play any musical instrument? no, I wish
142:One of my scars, how did I get it? I have a scar on my wrist. I got it when I broke my last bracelet against the wall of a pool. It was a tiny scratch but I guess it scarred.
143:Favourite pizza toping? Sausage and mushrooms
144:Am I afraid of the dark? sometimes
145:Am I afraid of heights? sometimes
146:Have I ever gotten caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? I haven't gotten caught sneaking out or doing anything bad
147:Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? yes. one word. OCHEM.
148:What I'm really bad at. apparently OCHEM
149:What my greatest achievments are: I don't really know at this point
150:The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me. I don't really remember.... I can't think of anything right now
151:What I'd do if I won in a lottery: Buy lots of things
152:What do I like about myself: My hair is literally the best.... on some days.... ok... rarely, but I still like it
153:My closest Tumblr friend: I really want one but I don't know how to make friends
154:Something I fantasise about: being in a relationship

Well there, a lot of random answers to questions I don't care about but at least that was a distraction. I hate people. Bad mood. I am in such a bad mood.