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I'm going to run out of sounds to do for my titles(got any suggestions)!!! Today was extreamly boring!!! although i did draw a few pandas and a bunny :P (some people will know the secret meaning to this!!) I don't like bunnies anymore.. but one of my friends are obsessed with pandas. I am very confused about bunnies. I am pretty sure that i don't like them. I don't even know thier personality anymore.... but it is kinda hard to get over something that lasted since the fourth grade!!(WOW i've liked bunnies for a long time.) I wish that i could get to know them more but that will never happen since i am super shy!!

I talked to an old friend of mine yesterday. It was good to reconnect with someone that i haven't seen since fifth grade. He goes to Northglenn now. A lot of my old friends go there. I miss Blongshia!! She was my best friend in fifth grade... but she wasn't the person i was talking to yestereday. I talked to her cousin. WHo was also my friend!! I miss all of them!!! But there is still one person that i want to talk too, but i can;t get the nerve to do it!

I wonder why people change. I know that people do change and grow up. I hate it when people change for the worst though. I used to have a friend that liked the same things i did. She was one of my best friends for most of elementary and middle school. One day she just changed. She started hanging out with the popular people and ditching me! I hated it! I missed the real her. She and I don't speak anymore. We don't even say hi in the halls. I missed being her friend. But maybe it was for the better. If she is a snob now it is good to know.

Now i have even awesomer friends! I hope that they will stay for the rest of my life. My friends are amazing!! They can always make me smile and i love being a therapist for them. We had the most amazing time last night. We took turns solving each others problems. We also talked about our dreams. Who loves talking for hours with their friends? i know that i do! This reminds me of another one of my poems that i wrote before. I think that it really sums up some of my emotions about friends and aquantances (bad spelling i know!) This poem will be in it's own post :)
I hope that everyone can have such good friends as me at the moment! I LOVE U GUYS!!!(u know who i am talkin about!)

ERG!!! I hated today. It was the most boringest (I KNOW THAT BORINGEST ISN"T A WORD for all you people who want to correct me)day ever. All i did was get out of bed and sat in my room. I wish that i could have enjoyed the weather more. Just like yesterday i am supposed to be doing homework right now! Homework is just not fun!

Apparently i wrote an awesome poem! but i don't think so. I hate rhyming poems so i think that the poem i wrote was childish and immature! I also did a stupid brouchure for class! I am not liking my teachers very mucj right now!! At least tomorrow will be a better day... or i hope that it will. Hmmmm. Maybe i should only post when i am hyper! They seem much more exciting than these boring ones! :)

Here is the poem:
Lies are without a name
There is no prominent way to see
What the nature of lies may be
Lies claim all the fame

What happened to truth?
And the things that it include
Why listen to the things that McCarthy spewed?
The things that would destroy our youth

Hysteria spread over the town
The people all hid
From the lies that slipped and slid
And brought the minds down

Who could be a spy?
Your neighbor Stan?
Or your wife Cheyenne?
Is it you, you, or I?

Accusations were made
People were tried
But some were on the right side
While others tried to fade

In the end there was widespread panic
Hysteria controlled all the minds
Girls and boys, people of all kinds
From the Pacific to the Atlantic
Madness was in the air


Tell me what you think?
Don't hate me... LOVE me!!!!