OH MY GOD, I AM SUCH A FAT COW. That is currently what i'm feeling like right now, after watching this fashion show. OMG, Candace is so freaking pretty. I can't even.
I was so not going to watch the show because the last year I watched it, I felt so horrible after. Sometimes, I think I can be a model but seriously, I can't. I am way too fat. I'm a size 4. I used to be a size 2. What happened? Fatness and laziness happened. WHY AM I SO LAZY? Ugh, these models are making me feel so bad. It's not their fault they are perfect in like almost every single way. Ugh, I can just cry right now.
I guess I have no one to blame but myself. I'm allowing me to become this cow but I don't have time to work out. It's either be fat and do all this homework or work out and fail school. I REFUSE to fail school. Those people who have time for everything are freaking awesome and ugh. I wish I was skinnier. Man, these girls are freaking pretty. I CAN NEVER BE THAT. UGH.
I'm just a shy girl who's getting fatter and fatter because she doesn't want to give up her grades or sleep in order to exercise. Man, I wish I could be them. UGH. UGH. UGH. SO MUCH SADNESS IN ME RIGHT NOW. And omg, Justin is like DROOLING over Rihanna. Dude, seriously that is SO hilarious. OMG, he must be salivating so much. Man, all the guys must be salivating.
and this is where I end my post. Talking about salivating guys and how much of a fat cow I am right now. DANG, ugh. filled with jealousy.
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