I'm going to answer some more tumblr questions because I need a distraction from my feelings of sadness.
1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you?
Do you mean aliens? I don't doubt the existence of life on planets other than earth. The universe is huge and anything is possible.
2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you?
probably a 3.5. I freak myself out in the dark sometimes and think things are there when they aren't/
3. The person you would never want to meet?
A serial killer? I think they're geniuses but completely messed up...
4. What is your favorite word?
Dress. I LOVE dresses lol. I own over 50 dresses.
5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be?
I would be a weeping willow. Those trees are beautiful.
6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought?
What is my hair right now? I put my hair in a loose bun and it kind of came undone but not really so it looked really bad.
7. What shirt are you wearing?
I am actually wearing a dress right now lol
8. What do you label yourself as?
The quiet shy girl who sits in the back and doesn't like attention
9. Bright room or dark room?
I prefer a darker room (but not completely pitch black). My room in the mornings is my preferred lighting.
10. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Crying over a guy who probably doesn't care about me *sigh*
11. Favorite age you’ve been so far?
19. I don't really like 20 right now. 19 was when I gained more confidence.
12. Who told you they loved you last?
I think it was my best friend in February probably. I don't hear it often.
13. Your worst enemy?
Fuck boys. ugh.
14. What is your current desktop picture?
Inuyasha and Kagome on a bicycle lol it changes every 30 minutes.
15. Do you like someone?
Yes.
16. The last song you listened to?
Toes by Glassy Animals
17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?
I don't know actually.... probably some serial killer or something
18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?
Right now? The guy I like. He's an idiot and I am sad and kind of angry.
19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do?
I don't like this question. I wouldn't want to force anyone to have to do something for me.
20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional)
I have been told I Have a nice butt and also nice shoulder muscles... but I like my hair
21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do?
I would probably look like some tall nerdy asian lol and I'd probably do the helicopter dick thing haha
22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?
I don't really know what is justified as a secret talent. I can write in cursive (sad that this is dying)
23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?
Loud dog barks?
24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.
White bread with lots of roast beef, lays original chips, mayo, mustard, lettuce.
25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it?
on school. Broke college student life
26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go? Hong Kong
27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be?
Reid's apple ale or Verdi champagne
28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place?
No fuck boys
29. What is your favorite expletive?
fuck
30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno?
My purse. All of my personal information is in it
31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
ET ride at disneyland. It was more embarrassing than horrible lol
32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world!
Soooo am i supposed to chose a place to live? London.
33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?
My grandpa on my dad's side. I would have loved to see what kind of person he would have been.
34. What was your last dream about?
The guy I like was scared to be with me but I told him I wanted to be with him because of his personality. Not because of anything else so he didn't have to change.
35. Are you a good….[insert anything you’d like here]?
I have been told I am a good kisser.
36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital?
not on accident. I've had some sort of teeth surgery or something and had to go to the hospital for it.
37. Have you ever built a snowman?
yes
38. What is the color of your socks?
I wear black socks with color accents
39. What type of music do you like?
I like sad ballads with wonderful and whispy voices
40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?
sunsets are beautiful
41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor?
Chocolate
42. What football team do you support? (I will answer in terms of American football as well as soccer)
Since I don't follow sports I will say Broncos and Rapids
43. Do you have any scars?
Yes. I have a scar on my wrist from when I broke my last jade bracelet. I now have a scar on my leg from overly scratching a thing I had on my thigh.
44. What do you want to be when you graduate?
I really want to synthesize and test medicine
45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
My inability to be comfortable in a large group of people. It hold me back.
46. Are you reliable?
Yes. 100% yes.
47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be?
Was it worth it?
48. Do you hold grudges?
Yes I do.
49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create?
I have no idea..... I would breed a horse and a narwal to create a unicorn!
50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had?
We had a conversation about porn once... it was weird.
51. Are you a good liar?
Not really
52. How long could you go without talking?
A week.... probably more if I am not seeing my best friend.
53. What has been you worst haircut/style?
7th grade. Bob.
54. Have you ever baked your own cake?
Not my own cake but I have baked cupcakes.
55. Can you do any accents other than your own?
not really
56. What do you like on your toast?
Jam and sometimes a little bit of butter
57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of?
an upside-down heart
58. What would be you dream car?
some sort of Mclaren
59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain.
Sometimes I sing in the shower if I have my iPod in there with me. I have a weird routine when I shower.
60. Do you believe in aliens?
It's possible.
61. Do you often read your horoscope?
Yes.
62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet?
N
63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons?
Dragons are WAY cooler.
64. What do you think about babies?
They're cute but I am NOT ready for one yet.
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Monday, July 27, 2015
Tuesday, July 29, 2014
Deep Ass Questions #9
Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
Well the last person that I know that died was either my great uncle or the grandpa of someone I know. Both happened around the same time so I am not sure which one died first. I haven't ever dealt with a close death. My grandpa on my dad's side died before I was born and my other grandparents have yet to pass (and I am hoping every single day that they don't anytime soon). I know for sure that if I had to give up one year of my life to bring back either of those people for 1 hour, there will be no question in my mind that I would accept the consequences. I am still young so I still have many years ahead of me. Giving up one year of my life wouldn't be a huge deal compared to having someone get to say things that they never said or do something that they never got to do. It would be worth it in my mind.
Well the last person that I know that died was either my great uncle or the grandpa of someone I know. Both happened around the same time so I am not sure which one died first. I haven't ever dealt with a close death. My grandpa on my dad's side died before I was born and my other grandparents have yet to pass (and I am hoping every single day that they don't anytime soon). I know for sure that if I had to give up one year of my life to bring back either of those people for 1 hour, there will be no question in my mind that I would accept the consequences. I am still young so I still have many years ahead of me. Giving up one year of my life wouldn't be a huge deal compared to having someone get to say things that they never said or do something that they never got to do. It would be worth it in my mind.
Saturday, May 10, 2014
Deep Ass Question #6
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
This would really depend on a number of factors. I would love to try and save a dog that was drowning, but I can't really swim that well.... sooooo..... I would probably drown as well..... I am not really sure what I would do. I could always attempt to, but I would be terrified of drowning myself. It isn't really helpful if I drown with the dog. I don't know. I would probably try and help with a flotation device or tell someone else next to me or call the police or something. I am not sure. I could always try and explain to my boss but it isn't always guaranteed that they will even understand.
This question calls into whether I care about myself more or the welfare of an animal. I am not cruel, but I am not kind either. I would really have to be put in that situation in order to truly know what I would do.
This would really depend on a number of factors. I would love to try and save a dog that was drowning, but I can't really swim that well.... sooooo..... I would probably drown as well..... I am not really sure what I would do. I could always attempt to, but I would be terrified of drowning myself. It isn't really helpful if I drown with the dog. I don't know. I would probably try and help with a flotation device or tell someone else next to me or call the police or something. I am not sure. I could always try and explain to my boss but it isn't always guaranteed that they will even understand.
This question calls into whether I care about myself more or the welfare of an animal. I am not cruel, but I am not kind either. I would really have to be put in that situation in order to truly know what I would do.
Sunday, February 23, 2014
Deep Ass Question #5
Well, would you look at that. Two posts in one day?? Oh em gee, what a miracle? haha. I crack myself up sometimes.
Here's the 5th installment of Deep Ass Questions brought to you buy a post on tumblr.
5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
This is a really hard question to answer because I am a true romantic. I am in love with the idea of being in love. I want one of those deep, burning, and passionate loves that simmer down with age and just develops into a nice and awesome love.
*sigh* When it comes down to it, I would chose trust over love. What is love really without trust? Sure, you could love a person and it would be pretty good but if you don't trust a person, how could you really stop yourself from being paranoid and doubting everything. If there is no trust, it's not going to last. Love is really based on trust. You will eventually stop loving a person if you really don't trust them, am I right? The trust issues are just going to tear a relationship apart.
I would hate a relationship without trust. I am a girl and an insecure girl at that. If there is no trust then there is doubt, paranoia, sadness, pain, ect. and I would NOT be able to deal with that. If I think I love a guy but really all it's causing is pain like 24/7, I wouldn't be able to deal with that for the rest of my life.
There is no love without trust.
Here's the 5th installment of Deep Ass Questions brought to you buy a post on tumblr.
5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
This is a really hard question to answer because I am a true romantic. I am in love with the idea of being in love. I want one of those deep, burning, and passionate loves that simmer down with age and just develops into a nice and awesome love.
*sigh* When it comes down to it, I would chose trust over love. What is love really without trust? Sure, you could love a person and it would be pretty good but if you don't trust a person, how could you really stop yourself from being paranoid and doubting everything. If there is no trust, it's not going to last. Love is really based on trust. You will eventually stop loving a person if you really don't trust them, am I right? The trust issues are just going to tear a relationship apart.
I would hate a relationship without trust. I am a girl and an insecure girl at that. If there is no trust then there is doubt, paranoia, sadness, pain, ect. and I would NOT be able to deal with that. If I think I love a guy but really all it's causing is pain like 24/7, I wouldn't be able to deal with that for the rest of my life.
There is no love without trust.
Wednesday, July 31, 2013
Holla
Well, it's been a while but things just don't happen to me.
I guess I shall temporarily use this blog as a way to do answer things that I find on tumblr?
I guess since nothing has happened to me (besides maybe liking another person? Idk yet so....) I shall go ahead and do some random posts on things I find on tumblr. That's probably going to be a majority of my new posts until something actually happens? idk yet.
Man, I know nothing. My whole life is up in the air right now. Let's just do this. ABOUT ME
► Name ➔ Felicia
► Will you answer all questions truthfully ➔ Yes
► Are you single ➔ Yes
► Are you happy ➔ meh
► Are you bored ➔ yes
► Are you sad ➔ Meh?
► Are you Italian ➔ No
► Are you German ➔ No
► Are you Asian ➔ Yes and proud of it
► Are you angry ➔ noo? at least not right now?
► Are you Irish ➔ No
► Are your parents still married ➔ Yes
TEN FACTS
► Birth Place ➔ US of A. To be more specific, Colorado?
► Hair Color ➔ Black, straight up. Darkest hair out of most of my sisters
► Birthday ➔ June 27th
► Mood ➔ tired and excited :)
► Gender ➔ Female
► Lefty or Righty ➔ Righty
► Summer or winter ➔ mostly summer, but sometimes winter
► Morning or afternoon ➔ Afternoon I guess
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
► Are you in love ➔ No
► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ kinda
► Who ended your last relationship ➔ A jerk
► Have you ever been hurt ➔ Yes
► Have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ maybe?? probably? I don't know?
► Are you friends with your ex ➔ *ahem* refer to the jerk (no)
► Are you afraid of commitment ➔ Absolutely not
► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ Yes, tons of people (tons in my opinion, like 5 in others)
► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ Yes? If by secret you mean they never told me but I figured it out then yes
► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ how does that work?
TEN CHOICES
► Love or lust ➔ Love
► Lemonade or iced tea ➔ Iced tea
► Cats or Dogs ➔ Both..... but if it comes down to it, dogs
► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ few best
► Television or internet ➔ Internet... duh
► Pepsi or Coke ➔ Coke
► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ Romantic night in
► Day or night ➔ Night
► IM or Phone ➔ IM
TEN HAVE YOU EVER ► Been caught sneaking out ➔ No, not by my parents
► Fallen off the stairs ➔ yes
► White water rafted ➔ No
► Finished an entire jawbreaker ➔ yes, one of those smaller ones
► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ Yes
► Prank called a store ➔ No
► Skipped school ➔ I skipped a class once.... but not an entire day of school
► Wanted to disappear ➔ Yes
TEN PREFERENCES
► Smile or eyes ➔ smile
► Light or dark hair ➔ Dark hair
► Fat or skinny ➔ Skinny
► Shorter or Taller ➔ taller, way taller please?
► Intelligence or Attraction ➔ attraction?? i guess
►Jock or Nerd ➔ nerd
► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ Relationship
► Funny and poor OR rich and serious ➔ Funny and poor
LAST
► Last Phone Call ➔ umm, my sister
► Last phone call you received ➔ my cousin
► Last person you hung out with ➔ my friend
► Last thing you ate ➔ fries
► Last thing you drank ➔ coke
► Last site you went to ➔ tumblr
► Last place you were ➔ work
RELATIONSHIPS
► Are you in a committed relationship ➔ No
► When was your last relationship ➔ hmmm.... ended junior year... I am now almost a freshman in college... so almost 2 years?
► Have you ever loved a guy/girl more than anything else in the world? ➔ yes
► Do you still love them ➔ no, lol. That's funny.
► Do you like someone right now ➔ I don’t even know.... maybe? How can I tell if I like him because they're nice to me or if I really really do like him?
I just don't even know right now.
FAMILY
► Do you and your family get along ➔ haha. no.
► Would you say you have a “messed up life”➔ yup
► Have you ever run away from home ➔ No, but i've wanted to.... really really badly
► Have you ever gotten kicked out ➔ Yes, I was threatened with that.
► If so, how long ➔ Didn't happen
FRIENDS ► Do you secretly hate one of your friends ➔ Yes, like a bunch of them. Once I tire of you, I get super tired of you and hate you for a while.
► Do you consider all of your friends good friends ➔ No, absolutely not. I have like 2 best friends.
► Would you die for them ➔ For my friends? no. For my BEST friends? Absolutely.
► Who knows everything about you ➔ No one
Yup, that's it. Some facts about a stranger.
I guess I shall temporarily use this blog as a way to do answer things that I find on tumblr?
I guess since nothing has happened to me (besides maybe liking another person? Idk yet so....) I shall go ahead and do some random posts on things I find on tumblr. That's probably going to be a majority of my new posts until something actually happens? idk yet.
Man, I know nothing. My whole life is up in the air right now. Let's just do this. ABOUT ME
► Name ➔ Felicia
► Will you answer all questions truthfully ➔ Yes
► Are you single ➔ Yes
► Are you happy ➔ meh
► Are you bored ➔ yes
► Are you sad ➔ Meh?
► Are you Italian ➔ No
► Are you German ➔ No
► Are you Asian ➔ Yes and proud of it
► Are you angry ➔ noo? at least not right now?
► Are you Irish ➔ No
► Are your parents still married ➔ Yes
TEN FACTS
► Birth Place ➔ US of A. To be more specific, Colorado?
► Hair Color ➔ Black, straight up. Darkest hair out of most of my sisters
► Birthday ➔ June 27th
► Mood ➔ tired and excited :)
► Gender ➔ Female
► Lefty or Righty ➔ Righty
► Summer or winter ➔ mostly summer, but sometimes winter
► Morning or afternoon ➔ Afternoon I guess
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
► Are you in love ➔ No
► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ kinda
► Who ended your last relationship ➔ A jerk
► Have you ever been hurt ➔ Yes
► Have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ maybe?? probably? I don't know?
► Are you friends with your ex ➔ *ahem* refer to the jerk (no)
► Are you afraid of commitment ➔ Absolutely not
► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ Yes, tons of people (tons in my opinion, like 5 in others)
► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ Yes? If by secret you mean they never told me but I figured it out then yes
► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ how does that work?
TEN CHOICES
► Love or lust ➔ Love
► Lemonade or iced tea ➔ Iced tea
► Cats or Dogs ➔ Both..... but if it comes down to it, dogs
► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ few best
► Television or internet ➔ Internet... duh
► Pepsi or Coke ➔ Coke
► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ Romantic night in
► Day or night ➔ Night
► IM or Phone ➔ IM
TEN HAVE YOU EVER ► Been caught sneaking out ➔ No, not by my parents
► Fallen off the stairs ➔ yes
► White water rafted ➔ No
► Finished an entire jawbreaker ➔ yes, one of those smaller ones
► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ Yes
► Prank called a store ➔ No
► Skipped school ➔ I skipped a class once.... but not an entire day of school
► Wanted to disappear ➔ Yes
TEN PREFERENCES
► Smile or eyes ➔ smile
► Light or dark hair ➔ Dark hair
► Fat or skinny ➔ Skinny
► Shorter or Taller ➔ taller, way taller please?
► Intelligence or Attraction ➔ attraction?? i guess
►Jock or Nerd ➔ nerd
► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ Relationship
► Funny and poor OR rich and serious ➔ Funny and poor
LAST
► Last Phone Call ➔ umm, my sister
► Last phone call you received ➔ my cousin
► Last person you hung out with ➔ my friend
► Last thing you ate ➔ fries
► Last thing you drank ➔ coke
► Last site you went to ➔ tumblr
► Last place you were ➔ work
RELATIONSHIPS
► Are you in a committed relationship ➔ No
► When was your last relationship ➔ hmmm.... ended junior year... I am now almost a freshman in college... so almost 2 years?
► Have you ever loved a guy/girl more than anything else in the world? ➔ yes
► Do you still love them ➔ no, lol. That's funny.
► Do you like someone right now ➔ I don’t even know.... maybe? How can I tell if I like him because they're nice to me or if I really really do like him?
I just don't even know right now.
FAMILY
► Do you and your family get along ➔ haha. no.
► Would you say you have a “messed up life”➔ yup
► Have you ever run away from home ➔ No, but i've wanted to.... really really badly
► Have you ever gotten kicked out ➔ Yes, I was threatened with that.
► If so, how long ➔ Didn't happen
FRIENDS ► Do you secretly hate one of your friends ➔ Yes, like a bunch of them. Once I tire of you, I get super tired of you and hate you for a while.
► Do you consider all of your friends good friends ➔ No, absolutely not. I have like 2 best friends.
► Would you die for them ➔ For my friends? no. For my BEST friends? Absolutely.
► Who knows everything about you ➔ No one
Yup, that's it. Some facts about a stranger.
Sunday, May 5, 2013
Answers to questions Part 1
Hey y'all. I found all these questions in a tumblr post and thought I would answer them. I should really be studying for my AP Chemistry exam tomorrow, but who wants to do that? Not me, so I will procrastinate with doing this. There are 102 questions so I will just answer 52 of them now :)
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
The last person to say I love you to me was my ex. Did I think he meant it? I thought he did, but maybe he didn't
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
I happen to be 17, so yes.
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
Prom.
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
I do all the time at work. I'm forced to.
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
I hope not... I don't talk to lots of people so I don't know.
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
nope, not yet.
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Pajamas. My race4kids health volunteer shirt, purple tank top, pink bra, white underpants, black leggings, neon green shorts
8. How often do you listen to music?
Everyday. Music is my savior
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
Used to be sweats but now I wear jeans more (even though I prefer skirts)
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?
It is 2013.....
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
antisocial
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
Yes.... and I hope to kiss another person whose name begins with the same letter
13. What about ‘R’?
Nope. I've only had 1 kiss
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
hell no
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
yeah, even though I think I don't, I really do care.
16. Are you going out of town soon?
yeah, when I go to college
17. When was the last time you cried?
four days ago?
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
yes
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
Yes, my eyes are super dark brown.... i just thought they were black. I want them to be lighter
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
Yes, yes there is but he doesn't really know I exist.
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
The fact that tomorrow I have an AP Chemistry test to take.
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
YES
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
ummm.... no, considering I am not a lesbian
24. What are you sitting on right now?
bed
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
No.....
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Yes, that happens a lot.
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
My sister
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
I guess. Define a lot?
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
Race4Kids Health
30. Does anyone hate you?
Probably
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
Nope, I don't drink
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
Nope, unless I get to stare at the guy I like. Then I am semi okay with it.
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
no
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
ummm..... The year my relationship ended. I was hurt, very very hurt and now I am broken.
35. Did you have a dream last night?
no
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
umm.... a long time ago
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
No.
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Honestly? No.
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Honestly? Nope.
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
Yes and no for various reasons.
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
Nope. stop reminding me.
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
Yup
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yes, but he lied.
44. What’s the best part about school?
Off periods
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Duh, I am a girl and a girly girl at that.
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
I used to.
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
Yes, yes I do. The good and the bad.
48. Were you single over the last summer?
Yup. Stop it.
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
Nope, it completely changed.
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Studying, sleeping, anything but doing this.
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
No. Last phone conversation was with my manager. Last in person conversations were my friend's boyfriend, my crush, and his friends. last facebook conversation was my cousin, so no. I don't hate any of them.
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
The last person to say I love you to me was my ex. Did I think he meant it? I thought he did, but maybe he didn't
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
I happen to be 17, so yes.
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
Prom.
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
I do all the time at work. I'm forced to.
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
I hope not... I don't talk to lots of people so I don't know.
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
nope, not yet.
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Pajamas. My race4kids health volunteer shirt, purple tank top, pink bra, white underpants, black leggings, neon green shorts
8. How often do you listen to music?
Everyday. Music is my savior
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
Used to be sweats but now I wear jeans more (even though I prefer skirts)
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?
It is 2013.....
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
antisocial
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
Yes.... and I hope to kiss another person whose name begins with the same letter
13. What about ‘R’?
Nope. I've only had 1 kiss
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
hell no
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
yeah, even though I think I don't, I really do care.
16. Are you going out of town soon?
yeah, when I go to college
17. When was the last time you cried?
four days ago?
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
yes
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
Yes, my eyes are super dark brown.... i just thought they were black. I want them to be lighter
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
Yes, yes there is but he doesn't really know I exist.
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
The fact that tomorrow I have an AP Chemistry test to take.
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
YES
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
ummm.... no, considering I am not a lesbian
24. What are you sitting on right now?
bed
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
No.....
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Yes, that happens a lot.
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
My sister
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
I guess. Define a lot?
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
Race4Kids Health
30. Does anyone hate you?
Probably
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
Nope, I don't drink
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
Nope, unless I get to stare at the guy I like. Then I am semi okay with it.
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
no
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
ummm..... The year my relationship ended. I was hurt, very very hurt and now I am broken.
35. Did you have a dream last night?
no
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
umm.... a long time ago
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
No.
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Honestly? No.
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Honestly? Nope.
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
Yes and no for various reasons.
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
Nope. stop reminding me.
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
Yup
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yes, but he lied.
44. What’s the best part about school?
Off periods
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Duh, I am a girl and a girly girl at that.
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
I used to.
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
Yes, yes I do. The good and the bad.
48. Were you single over the last summer?
Yup. Stop it.
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
Nope, it completely changed.
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Studying, sleeping, anything but doing this.
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
No. Last phone conversation was with my manager. Last in person conversations were my friend's boyfriend, my crush, and his friends. last facebook conversation was my cousin, so no. I don't hate any of them.
Friday, January 4, 2013
What is my life?
What is this life I live? You all may ask what I am doing right now, but then again how many of you are there? Not many.
Ok.... basically, only I read my own blog. That makes it kinda sad when I'm sitting here and typing a message to you guys when you guys are really only myself. Kinda sad.....
Darn... I gave away what I was doing.
Yes, I am blogging right now. It is currently 3 in the morning and i'm blogging. The only things I did today were wake up, go to the bank, come home and eat, go to work, read a little, and lots of blogging. Like LOTS of blogging. Not on here because frankly i don't like talking about myself or anything. I did a lot of blogging on my tumblr.
I LOVE TUMBLR AND WILL GLADLY WASTE MY ENTIRE EXISTENCE ON IT.
Yes, this is the actual life of a teenage non-socialite.
Ok.... basically, only I read my own blog. That makes it kinda sad when I'm sitting here and typing a message to you guys when you guys are really only myself. Kinda sad.....
Darn... I gave away what I was doing.
Yes, I am blogging right now. It is currently 3 in the morning and i'm blogging. The only things I did today were wake up, go to the bank, come home and eat, go to work, read a little, and lots of blogging. Like LOTS of blogging. Not on here because frankly i don't like talking about myself or anything. I did a lot of blogging on my tumblr.
I LOVE TUMBLR AND WILL GLADLY WASTE MY ENTIRE EXISTENCE ON IT.
Yes, this is the actual life of a teenage non-socialite.
Monday, December 10, 2012
Night time
"People are so vulnerable at night. They’re willing to spill out their souls to anyone willing to listen. They have desires to do things that never cross their mind when the sun is in the sky."
I found this on Tumblr. Ha, recently, I have gotten everything on Tumblr. That's because Tumblr is my addiction. If you want to know my tumblr..... then here is the link. Click here. YUP. That is my tumblr. It is filled with hot Korean men that I someday want to married... plus 4 Chinese members.... LOLZ (EXO-M)
Anyway, this quote is so freaking true. I am so vulnerable at night. Night time is when I release all my feelings into blog posts and other stuff. Night time is when I feel the most sad. It is the time when I am able to reflect on my day which leads to reflections about myself. This leads to so many disappointments. I am so disappointed in myself. Quite sad actually.
Also, I get really lonely at night. At night, I am so much more willing to tell you all my secrets than during the day. It's like I am a totally different person at night. I "happy" during the day and not so much at night.
All my courage also happens at night. I am much more willing to talk to people. I actually get ideas and plan out scenarios of telling people to date me or just walking up to a person and just kissing them because they just don't know I am here, that I exist.
I don't know what it is about the night time, but it brings out the real feelings that a person has. It brings out all the insecurities and the suffering and the sadness. Some people just handle it better than others.
I'm not good at dealing with my feelings.
I found this on Tumblr. Ha, recently, I have gotten everything on Tumblr. That's because Tumblr is my addiction. If you want to know my tumblr..... then here is the link. Click here. YUP. That is my tumblr. It is filled with hot Korean men that I someday want to married... plus 4 Chinese members.... LOLZ (EXO-M)
Anyway, this quote is so freaking true. I am so vulnerable at night. Night time is when I release all my feelings into blog posts and other stuff. Night time is when I feel the most sad. It is the time when I am able to reflect on my day which leads to reflections about myself. This leads to so many disappointments. I am so disappointed in myself. Quite sad actually.
Also, I get really lonely at night. At night, I am so much more willing to tell you all my secrets than during the day. It's like I am a totally different person at night. I "happy" during the day and not so much at night.
All my courage also happens at night. I am much more willing to talk to people. I actually get ideas and plan out scenarios of telling people to date me or just walking up to a person and just kissing them because they just don't know I am here, that I exist.
I don't know what it is about the night time, but it brings out the real feelings that a person has. It brings out all the insecurities and the suffering and the sadness. Some people just handle it better than others.
I'm not good at dealing with my feelings.
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