*Note, this was actually the first out of the new blog posts that i've been doing every day, i just didn't want to post this first*
I dream too much. Believe the things I read. They don't happen. Most guys are not even close to being a prince(more in another post if I remember). All they do is make you cry and break your heart. Isn't that right? There are only those few exceptions who find their soulmate, but even so they break their girl's heart at least once(shall I elaborate in a future post?). Players are the worst (more in another post?). They make a girl fall in love and then they toy with her and end up breaking her heart. I wish I could say i've never loved. I wish I could say I never gave away my heart, that it is still whole and not broken into TINY pieces. I wish I could say I'll be fine. I wish for a lot of things don't I? But the one thing I really want, the one thing I wish for at 11:11, I can't have.... And that hurts all the more. I am not one to be optimistic, but I do have a side that is fun and happy and has a good outlook on life. That me is burried in a hole for now. Until I stop wishing for that one person. That one person I gave my heart to. The one person I told everything to. The one person who took my love, my heart, my soul, and shattered it.
No comments:
Post a Comment