Chivalry is not dead. I don't understand where all the princes are. You know? Those guys who actually care for a girl and treat her like a princess? Where are those guys who want more than just sex? Where are those guys who want to spend every single day with a girl because he loves her? WHERE ARE THEY?! Why are guys just players and manipulators? Why are guys liars? I don't mean for this to offend the male species, but this is just my experience with guys. I have not had the best experiences ok? I'm entitled to a lot of hate. I'm entitled to express my opinions. AND WHAT THE F*CK IS UP WITH GUYS WHO USE SHITTY EXCUSES TO BREAK UP WITH GIRLS? (please excuse my language. I hate to cuss. I only do it when i'm super mad or fired up about the subject). Ok guys, because you are tired of being in a relationship or sick of being tied down is not a good excuse. Look it up in Urbandictionary.com. It even says right there. If you type in tied down, it will say, and i copied and pasted. Look at the bottom for the direct quote. But anyway, back to what i was saying. If a guy says this then are a freaking jerk, ok? This is ESPECIALLY true if, at any time in the relationship, they told you they loved you. If he fucking loved is girlfriend, why would he be tired of her? That's horrible logic. The least a guy could do it to treat a girl right. She deserves to know the truth behind a break up. She deserves to know. Guys who say that are just looking for a really shitty excuse. They're being chicken, looking for any excuse. He'll be hurting the girl anyway, why not just tell her the freaking truth huh? Yeah, emphasizes the fact that guys who say that are freaking jerky chickens.
Guys are just stupid. I still mean to not offend. I just feel like that. I've felt like that my whole life. There was one exception, at least i though he was a fucking exception, until he did that. Saying that stupid phrase that left me guessing. When guys do that, all it's doing is hurting a girl's self confidence. She sits there an breaks herself down, analyzing herself to see what was wrong with HER. The girl doesn't deserve that. Especially when it was HIS freaking mistake of letting her go without an explaination. Someday, you'll love me but i will be over you. I hope that's true. I hope i break his heart. I hope i shatter it completely so that he'll know what a mistake he made. I just want him to go through the pain he put me through, the pain that i'm still going through. My brain and my heart are at war because of him. THEY ARE AT WAR and i can't do anything about it. People say that the heart can't feel pain, that heartbreak is all in the mind. If that's so true then why does my chest hurt every. single. time. i think about him? Why does it hurt so much i can barely breathe? why does it cause me to write these rampages almost every single day to try and release the pain? If heartbreak is only in the mind, then please explain that to me.
Back to the point though. It's not chivalry that is dead, because it still exists. It's the race of princes that are slowly becoming extinct. The guys who are completely devoted. Most guys aren't. Most guys are lying, cheating, heart breaking players. There will always be those exceptions. Those guys who are lucky enough to have found their soul mates. Found their soul mates who love them back. But what about those people who can't. Those girls (and guys) who can't trust. Who has had way too crappy of a life? Who let one guy (or girl) ruin any chance of happiness because she gave her whole heart out to some guy who chose to shatter it. Shatter it to a million little pieces. Who will put the pieces back together again. A million pieces. My heart won't be whole again (and if some miracle happened and my heart healed, would it be complete?). All thanks to a guy. One guy, who i still love.
a bullshit reason to dump someone "I'm leaving you because I don't want to be tied down."
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