I don't think I can move on from him unless I know the truth. I need to know the truth between our break up if I'm going to truly move on. Most of my thoughts of him revolve around asking myself what was wrong with me? Why did he stop loving my? I just want to know. If he truly broke up with me because he stopped loving me then he should have just said it. I have false hope every single freaking day. If he really did not love me at all throughout our whole relationship then that would probably make me cry. But it would probably make me move on faster. If I know the reason it'll make me have focused thinking. It could seriously help me get over him. That's what I think. What do you think? What is my problem? Why is this so freaking hard? Oh, I know already. I know why it is so hard. So freaking hard to give up on something, someone I absolutely loved with my WHOLE heart. That vent will be another post. Maybe I'll feel better after a venting post. I don't know. There is just a lot on my mind right now.
I'll put another one up, since this one was pretty short..... the other one will be quite long.....
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