Saturday, September 11, 2010

R.I.P jenpoo! :'(

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! One of my favorite websites clsosed due to unmentionable reasons!!!!!!!! what could that possibly mean?!?! Why did they have to close! I tried to go on it yesterday and when i read the message i almost cried!! R.I.P. Jenpoo!!! All korean music lovers will miss you so dearly!!!! Does anyone know any other websites that are exactly like jenpoo? I don't mean the kabooma. com (i think.... idk how to spell it) or the ihoneyjoo.com either. Nothig wil be like jenpoo unless they ake a new website that's somewhat simular! I want to know! I'll die without that website!!! NO!!!!!!!!!! *tear* poor jenpoo! it only lasted from 2009-2010!

Don't hate me... LOVE me!!!!

Thursday, September 2, 2010

better to love?

Is it better to love and to lose it than to never have loved at all? I don't think that statement is completly true. There is a lot and i do mean A LOT of heartbreak that comes with losing love. Once you found it you don't ever want to let it go. Sometime this loss can be horrible! it might make the person wish that the person never have loved at all. Is love really worth all that pain if you lose it? I don't know.... feeling loved is a great and wonderful feeling, but pain is also an agonizing feeling that can leave you with a broken/ hole in your heart.
It pains me just to see the person i love with all my heart being sad... I don't know what i would do if i lost him.... but i hope that never happens (just thinking about it has me teary already) But i think i would rather not love than to love and lose it... I think i would always want the same love that i experienced with that one special person... and if he left then i can't have that again. knowing that... it might be better to never have loved at all... The pain of losing love lasts forever....

eh i'm going to cut it short.... i started this at like 7.... and i kinda got distracted by FB <--- we all do! so don't blame me! ;)

Don't hate me.... LOVE me! <--- but not the kind that hurts when i'm gone ;)