Sunday, March 6, 2011

Beauty of crying

I guess i'm still on the subject of beauty. There is beauty in crying, there is. Many people think that there is no beauty in crying, that it isn't possible. I find it possible. I find it very beautiful. In the early stages i mean. When a person slowly closes their eyes after holding everything in. When that one single tear slips out. When it travels down the face and another tear follows.

Doesn't that sound wonderful?? I think it does. It's so beautiful. When a person cries silent tears. When a person has their eyes closed and justs sits there letting tear after tear fall out. Maybe it's just beautiful to me because i'm weird. oh well, that's me.

Don't hate me.... LOVE me!

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Every girl is beautiful

This statement would be true. I do believe that it is. To someone in the world, you (assuming you are a girl) are beautiful. I was sitting and writing my log on mascara (don't even get me started on logs and my horrible teacher...) and i came across a thought. It as a sorry attempt at creating a beautiful quote... but here it is. "every girl has a beautiful quality, even if you have to look hard to find it"

Yea, i know it's a horrible attempt at a quote. What i meant my this was that every single girl in the world has something amazingly beautiful about them. The physical trait might not reveal itself at first glance, but it's there if you actually look. I was thinking about people, a girl in particular, who wasn't very attractive. The more i thought about it, the more beauty that i saw.

I don't know why there are standards to beauty (magazines, models, television). Everything and everyone is beautiful in his or her own way. It just takes a special person to find the beauty in something. What i mean by this is that vain people probably will only ever see the beauty in themselves. They won't see the beauty in the people that they THINK are "uglier" than them.

Take me for example. It takes me a while to notice beauty. Like with people at my school, the more i see a person and look at them, i realize that they have a lot of beautiful things about them. One time in 8th grade, i sort of had an epiphany with a girl. I mean she was popular, but i didn't actually see her true beauty until one day in class. I was just staring at her and realized that she is very beautiful. I think that sights (i'll call them this since i can't come up with a different word) at first glance (wow that does not make sense) doesn't actually mean much (which makes me a hypocrite because my opinion of a person is based off of first impressions until they prove that impression wrong).

I just think that girls are too quick to call this "pretty" or that "ugly". (I am also at fault here too...) That's why girls that don't judge are such a rare thing......... I'm confusing myself.... i think i'll just cut it off from that point before i ramble off on some random topic that does not make sense to anyone... including me.

Don't hate me... LOVE me :)

Every girl is beautiful