It's time for another question!!!!!!!
Today's question is:
What is love? Have you ever thought of this question? I have before I found the person that I love. I used to wonder what it would feel like to be in love. Nothing that I thought before is the same now that i actually love someone. Well.... i can't say that it's not the same.... because it basically is... but i've gone into so much more depth.
I used to think that love was just an emotion that i wouldn't be able to feel... at least not until i was a lot older. I thought that love was an emotion that builds up, an emotion that people come to feel after a long time of being with a person. This has all changed. I guess the meaning of love changes for everyone once they actually experience it.
Love.... I sigh when i think about this because it reminds me of the most wonderfulest person in the world. If you read my other posts then you would know who this person is.... but if you don't his name is alan! He's the person that i am in love with. The person that i want to spend the rest of my life with. The person i want to marry and grow old with.
So.... onward with the question! Love isn't what people feel.... it's something that can been seen, touched, and everything else. When you are in love nothing else matters but the other person. They are all you can thing about. Almost every single thing reminds you of them and you can't help smiling when you get a sudden thought about your love.
When your with him you feel complete. You feel ABSOLUTLY whole. You're more aware of what he does. How he does it. Whatever! He makes you feel like your flying in the sky. When he's staring at your eyes it makes you feel giddy. It's like you two are the only people in the world. No one else exsists... No one else is important enough for you attention... only HIM.... or HER. Only you two matter. Nothing else. NOTHING ELSE at all.
And when he's not with you, you feel empty. Without him you feel sad. You miss him so much that it hurt... and i don't mean the "hurt" hurt... but the actual physical pain that happens in your heart. A pain that you can feel. You just want to be with your love every single milisecond of every single day.... but sometimes you can't and you miss them like crazy.
Love is something that is just overpowing..... Love is.... everywhere.... but it's intensified by 1000X when your with your special someone. He is truely special. He does little things that you don't notice. I bet i do little things in return, but i don't notice it myself. But these things are what contribute to love. It's nice knowing that someone cares, that someone really wants to spend the rest of their lives connected to you with a bond. That bond would mean anything and everything to me. EVERYTHING! It would mean that i get to spend the rest of my life with the man i love. I don't want any other person. I have him... that's all that matters.
If the earth was put into peril and we were the only people left on earth i would enjoy every single milisecond of it because he is there with me. Even if i see all the death and distruction i know he will be there to comfort me and help me cope. Two people who are in love are always there for each other. They encourage each other and help each other through hard times. They support each other.
There is also nothing that can get in the way of their love. Not even seperation. Nothing at all can get in the way. I do mean nothing. (possibly not even death... i hope not! the book series kissed by an angel is a perfect example... but i do not like the ending)
Love also involves trust. I trust alan with everything. I know he won't let me down.... and even if he did i would forgive him and trust him to not make the same msitake twice. Love is trusting the other person with your heart and soul. I trust that alan would not break my heart without a good reason. I trust that he will tell me the truth no matter how much it hurts me. I trust him to give honest opinions and to never drop me. (i ran out of word.. maybe i'm too tired... i'll update again later :P)
There is so much more i want to say... but i can't put it into words. The feeling of love cannot be described completely.... i love you alan!! :)
Don't hate me.... LOVE me!!! <----- but my love will always belong to alan!
